Short version: I’ve just never managed to feel enjoyment while playing any of the ones I’ve tried. I dont think theyre bad, I just think they dont really click for the way I like to run games. And it has almost nothing to do with combat, which takes up very little table time in my preferred games (combat tends to go no longer than 3 rounds, usually less than 3 minutes each for a table of 6 – by then, PCs are either victorious, making an expeditious retreat, or dead).

Long version: I just can’t find a good rhythm with Monster of the Week, Thirsty Sword Lesbians or Apocalypse World (the three games in this style I’ve tried). Most of it comes down to how much more mental work it is for me to watch out for move triggers (and memorize the set of moves for each playbook, plus the GM moves. While I already do most of the things the GM moves are meant to encourage in my games of choice, I’m not really thinking of them as I do them – they feel very fluid, like natural reactions to my players. Hinting at future danger, presenting a hard choice, etc. PbtA games have made it feel much less natural, far more mechanical, and it pulls me out of the natural conversation of a game.

I also dont really like the way it wants me to use dice. Normally, I take the approach that if a PC has the tools, the time and the skills, their desired action automatically succeeds unless it’s truly impossible. To put that in PbtA terms, sometimes I want to make a move so soft it’s not even there. But PbtA games tend to not accept this, so you have players rolling more often and coming up with mixed success more often than not, which can burn me out and lead the PCs into a death spiral of mixed success, especially when I’ve gotten worn down and can’t come up with anything reasonable to tack on. It’s frustrating and anti-fun for me.

And then I think the core malfunction that underscores all of this for me is that PbtA is not really there to emulate a living world, but instead focuses on genre emulation. There’s nothing wrong with that, except I’ve yet to find one that tries to be a genre I like in the way I understand that genre. It seems like my choices are “angsty, sexy, teen drama,” “angsty, sexy, adult drama,” or “cozy,” with not much for me to hang my creative hat on. I didn’t watch Buffy, Angel or X-Files growing up, so MotW hit a little soft. I dont care for Apocalypse World’s picture of post apocalypse storytelling, so that also didnt really fit for me. And tbh, I can’t figure out what TSL is trying to be – it doesn’t really mirror my own queer experience (maybe because I’m not a lesbian?), and doesn’t seem to point to any other stereotyped fiction. So it all just feels empty.

Hopefully that explains it, but I love talking about RPGs (even ones I didn’t enjoy), so if its confusing I can try to clarify.

Same here. I was kind of interested in Daggerheart as something to propose as an alternative for my friends who dig the tradgame vibe (I honestly assumed it was going to be very 5e like but with some tweaks and serial numbers filed off), but hearing it’s PbtA-like has dashed all my interest.